Reading a magazine and it refers to ‘societies pressures’ I found it relatively ironic as it was filled with more than likely airbrushed (albeit beautiful) unattainable images.
Whilst I feel, like everyone, I assume, societies pressures but I feel like the pressures I put on myself are far higher.
Im 29 and I feel like I know nothing… I can’t contour my face, I don’t know a lot about politics, my nails aren’t 100% perfect EVER! I feel like I constantly need to grow up and learn about EVERYTHING.
Curiosity might have killed the cat,but I feel like comparison to everyone and everything will surely kill me!
I see ages in magazines next to women who have accomplished so much.. and I was just happy to have made it through the day without an anxiety attack.
I know it’s quite difficult for me to see my own positives. It’s So overwhelming, I feel like the more I know the more stressed I get, but the more I feel like I need to take an interest in current affairs.
I recently installed Crowdfire. I got so overwhelmed with professional blog tools, I quickly uninstalled it. Whilst I applaud anyone who has a really professional looking blog,infact any blog, I know that it just wasn’t for me. It was so numbers focused and felt like just another platform which I can obsess over.
Social media is one of the best/worst places to find yourself immersed in a world that isn’t all that real. Whilst I know this, I still feel that need to be better at something which is entirely staged.
I can count so many things I haven’t done or that other people are doing, that I feel like I should know.
When it comes to the things I’m good at, I get stuck.
I’ve already talked about how much the world overwhelms me and Im unsure if this is part of that, or a whole seperate issue?
Is it just me?
Love Sooz x