Guess which absolute idiot hasn’t been taking her meds for just over a week….
Due to being poorly I haven’t taken anything!
The extreme negatives are that my anxiety is so ridiculously high, I could actually cry and my blood pressure has raised slightly. Due to the anxiety I’m having tinnitus and headaches!
On a very minor plus, my sex drive has returned like an Audi TT on a race track!
Tomorrow I’m beginning on 50mg and incremental increases until I’m back up to 200mg again!
Was my anxiety really this bad before? I feel like a wreck! I feel like a tiny lunatic has been let loose inside My head and is creating g situations I didn’t even know exsisted.
Another is my mood is literally like a seesaw… I can’t sleep… It reminds me of times I don’t want to remember.
Whilst life is fairly stressful, I don’t need my mind/mood making it worse in my head!
Christ, Happy New year!!
Love a slightly nuts Sooz x