No meds

Guess which absolute idiot hasn’t been taking her meds for just over a week….

Yes, Me!

Due to being poorly I haven’t taken anything!

The extreme negatives are that my anxiety is so ridiculously high, I could actually cry and my blood pressure has raised slightly. Due to the anxiety I’m having tinnitus and headaches!

On a very minor plus, my sex drive has returned like an Audi TT on a race track!

Tomorrow I’m beginning on 50mg and incremental increases until I’m back up to 200mg again!

Was my anxiety really this bad before? I feel like a wreck! I feel like a tiny lunatic has been let loose inside My head and is creating g situations I didn’t even know exsisted.

Another is my mood is literally like a seesaw… I can’t sleep… It reminds me of times I don’t want to remember.

Whilst life is fairly stressful, I don’t need my mind/mood making it worse in my head!

Christ, Happy New year!!

Love a slightly nuts Sooz x


20 thoughts on “No meds

  1. Nooo! I’ve been there before. It is an absolute terrible time. My sympathies and I hope you are back to level soon. I forgot a dose over Christmas (gotta love that breaking routine to make you forget meds) and I felt like shite for a week. Happy New Year! May it be an awesome one for you.

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